A Vertitable Smorgasbord Orgasbord

I gone done been tagged by Brownie to list 8 random things about myself ... So ...

1. I am notorious at doing anything I have to do for Uni at the last minute. I will stop doing this when they stop rewarding such rebellion with credits and distinctions.

2. I believe the Universe owes me a living.

3. I cant say no to extra work even though it messes with my neck injury.

4. I dont want to work so much (See 2 & 3).

5. I think I am a little suffering with the OCD.

6. I am great a t a lot of things but I dont think ill ever be an expert at anything.

7. I am scared to follow my passion for photography cos all i want to do is take pictures I like, Im good at that and not interested in learning about f-stops and depth of field theory.

8. I worry that I missed the relationship boat but fear I would not have been very good at it anyway, at least this way I dont have to address it.

I have a feeling Im a lot more random than 8 allows but thats it for today.

x

My Bed Buddies

I dont believe in compromise.

So, Until I find something better, I sleep in the middle of this.







They all snore.

Phew

Feeling much better thanks*

*No Fruity Lexia was harmed at the finale of previous post

Coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine

This is me swimming in loch ness.

I am feeling VERY FUCKING MELANCHOLY tonight.

Three posts in three hours.

I couldn't give a shit if anyone finds me, there I am, In my undies .

I am in hiding in my room. And I want to be somewhere else,

Even if it is in Loch Ness, freezing my ass off (figure of speech) in my underwear.

I could always get out of there.

Here .... not so easy.

Looking at pictures of Scotland has been making me cry.

Cleanskin Merlot is out and its on to the fruity lexia. . . . . .

Some fuckin thing has to give here. this is no way to live a life.

xxxx

FG

Calling

Oh, and I want to get back into photography.

I feel a little better

This is a political compass.

And according to here Im a little to the left of Ghandi,

not much, just a little.

anyway this makes me feel slightly better about the fact that I am hopeless at posting, hopeless at doing any Uni work, way behind in responding to people i really want to talk to but just cant find the impetus to come out of my shell and call/email (Brownie you are one of them and I think you are wonderful and generous and please dont feel that I dont think so).

being in "tha ghandi quadrant" makes me feel a little better, not much, just a little.

If i'd come out in the opposing quadrant I dont think I'd be a very nice person. Wether i was more dilligent a studyer/emailer or not.

I feel decidedly off lately. as if my overseas trip was entirely made up in my head. I want to go back. Or just go from here, sharing my life with a 13 year old is hard. I have a plethora of online dates to follow up but cant bring myself to even reply.

I am pathetic, wait, no im not, im Ghandi, see? its not all bad.

I hope they meant Mahatma.