Get over it already

random offers to come fuck me
will not fix what i am feeling
I've been told to let it go, no more to be said, he said
he feels he said he felt, he didn't feel and he's just gone
yet i still fucking cry
because I still fucking feel
and its not fair that he got under my skin so
because it keeps me here, holding onto the pain
because its all I have left of him
and i have to just sit with it
until its evaporated from my pores, until its gone
its not fair that he got so far under my skin, so fast
but he did