Blind

And I look,
only to see you .
but I cant see you
I see you, but Its not the you
that belonged to me,
only fleetingly
its some other guy
someone else's guy
And I want to yell at him
tell at him
that I see him
that I want him
that I would have loved him, eventually
and that I'm sorry
that its not to be
but I want him to be
happy
even if its not with me