If I thought anyone was reading I'd maybe post more

Hiya.

I've been a total slack arse lately with regared to this little piece of cyberspace.

I apologise.

Nothing much going on in this corner of the neighbourhood, I have had the flu which makes anythign even remotely linked to making sense and imparting valuable and/or witty and timely blog comment extra effort inducing.

I didn't manage to get any time off work though, without sick leave theres not a lot of point, still working three jobs but only have 2 assignments let for Uni, then a welcome mid year break where my free time becomes my own again and doing nothing will mean exactly that (as opposed to stressing about what I should be doing while not doing it.)

I tell a small lie regarding the status of my little corner. while I say " nothing much" is going on what I MEANT was that one of my friends has "bashed down the wall of friendship" (his words) and break my rather long peppered with totally random and unfulfilling sex drought. with some unexpected less random and somewhat more fulfilling sex. (yay)

yay! in that this is always a good thing but fuckin hell!. which is more often than not.

not.

I like this guy but I dont see any long term fulfilling sexual + romantic + friend combination happening. Mostly because he's a smoker a drinker (and by drinker i mean "forgetter") and I know this just dont work for me. On top of that he likes to tell you the same story 20+ times often in a row. and this drives me insane.

I also I felt more sparky mental stuff between me my friends Boss (attached) who I met for the second time last night at her work dinner he must be 60 but is totally hot in a totally on my wavelength sparkly eyed private joke shortish old warfie kinda way.

I love the sparky mental stuff.

so ...no miracles raining down upon me here. no quick fixes and no happy endings.not yet.

my friend who works at the dating agency is STILL sending me contact details for people.. i think I have a total of about 12 I need to call to avoid the "that chick was a total bitch" feedback but I really just. dont. want. to.

So in the meantime im just gonna sit and spark all by myself and wait till I find Mr sparky. The new clip by faithless & Estelle made me realise that I need the mutual sparky despite my pondering the ability to exist on um, no sparky.

Peace.

and I promise Ill do the at least once a week come and say hi thing.

FG.